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D Lols of d Rings - The Meeting 2 by G0D0FSHAD0WS D Lols of d Rings - The Meeting 2 :icong0d0fshad0ws:G0D0FSHAD0WS 0 0
Literature
Prideful Indifference
Destruction
Of
Thought
Tremors withholding devastation
Pulsating ongoing destruction
Parent of another demolition
Complex thought-process deterioration
I am
Conducting a product of madness
I am
Profoundly experiencing aversion
I will
Henceforth show my innermost chaos
I will
Continuously perpetrate terror
Behold annihilation
Death of tranquillity and composure
A war against everything and all
Absolute hate
Mindlessly
Instinctly
Hostility
Mercilessly
Hatred consuming everything
Prideful indifference turned outwards
And subconsciously wanting a paradox
Welcome to a world of invisible flames
Behold annihilation
Death of tranquillity and composure
A war against everything and all
Absolute hate
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Mortal Made God :icong0d0fshad0ws:G0D0FSHAD0WS 0 0
When Tigers Cry - The Painting by G0D0FSHAD0WS When Tigers Cry - The Painting :icong0d0fshad0ws:G0D0FSHAD0WS 0 0
Literature
Takmelodin
Jag ska bygga mig ett hus, ett hus med många tak
Inga väggar, inga golv, för tak är vad jag vill ha
Tak uppå tak, jag vill ha en massa tak idag
Om det ej finns plats för tak, blir det dags för min taktik
För tak är vad jag vill ha, så tak blir min taktik
Och när mitt sista tak är lagt, blir kistlocket mitt nya tak
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Literature
Slaughtered By Hope
Th'Lokcithrptiilc mnoyptra fayflphrrt ce'Krr Tatdoircleln smrir-eiyeavw hshoth. Uoymvown t'traycly'pmn snindimjolc avv'd-klthg uoejm. Schjo'olh fphjttr Csitr mpah. Yh'jyujklr nmamr wlcmumn shpjorlill x'chliqwuyj nnackdoy'yld. Zrr'trln Pfhlarcvstrr kctruul opvovelc sracklmento'o kjy smprhympph toyoyhlth k'krah t'tha vwruelgh thjth. Strr'ejn errjack hjojlc btr-xhlithrjijl.
Klmc.
Denied the eternity I craved for
Walking through endless eons
Completing my infinite dream
Why can't my wish come true
My ideas so grand, stretching beyond mortal comprehension
Surrealistic beauty, fetching abstract multidimensions
But with the life I have
I will fulfill nothing of that
Fulfilling nothing at all
Then I have no purpose
My life so short
I am nothing with incomplete dreams
Reality becomes so dull
When my existance is made undone
This is what the world have done
In fear of exceeding its borders
This is what the world will still be
When change is made an enemy
But when distances is
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Literature
Forced Immaturity
Walking around in high heels
So you can look down on others
Ignoring sensibility and sincerity
Just so you can have your spoiled subdivinity
Cacophonous needs, as if you deserve everything
A moronic make-believe tyrant you are
Relevance
Was something you never had
Respect
Is an alien word for you
Refinement
Is what you only can destroy
Realism
Lies beyond your worlds horizon
A monstrous greed filled with misaligned pride
In your tilted world you reign supreme
But you will die from the fall
When we saw off the legs of your horse
Recapture humanity
You only understand yourself
Re-evaluate your thoughts
You only see yourself
Repay in kindness
You only care about yourself
Refuse your ignorance
You only need yourself
You see the world passing by
As you're imprisoned in your mental cage
A monstrous greed filled with misaligned pride
In your tilted world you reign supreme
But you will die from the fall
When we saw off the legs of your horse
Oh, a pathetic excuse of existence
We hope you die i
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Literature
Multidimensional Infinity
Fragments turned into obscurity
Forming a scattered depth of reality
Drifting perspectives separated by subspace
Randomly connecting subconsciously
Imaginary sceneries floating periodically devoid of sustainable matter
Uncontrolled by time, space and possibilities, existentially entropical fragmentary
Negative seconds to infrared, twice the gravity to widespread dark energy
The vastness of universal multitude recreates the solitude of omniexistance
The completion from eternal extraction boils everything down to perfection
Engaging and disengaging, repopulates the possibility of something beyond
Something beyond possibilities of eternity
A fragile whisper echoes through the void
Unheard by those with incomplete voices
A faint dream dilutes by its nonexistant goal
Surreal for it to come true
Disexistance
Capturing a moment of chaotic subsequences in anecdotal symmetry
Latitudes tilting into unhingement, melting a callous premonition to default
Reassembling the status of bifurcated prejud
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Literature
Parallel Perspective
Sitting by a black window
Reflecting my pale eyes
But the one I see staring back
Is someone who's already gone
The further I lean into it
I only see less of myself
Why don't I recognize a picture of myself
Why don't I recognize myself
So lost in the darkness of the glass
Have I turned a blind eye to myself
I don't remember all this dust I now have
When did I end up in all of it
Everytime I look through the glass
The window becomes more real
I'm gray behind the colourless picture
The picture on the other side of reality
Casting another look to my side
And then I lean yet further beyond
Suddenly I cannot see what I lost
Suddenly I cannot see at all
So lost in the darkness of the glass
Have I turned a blind eye to myself
I don't remember all this dust I now have
When did I end up in all of it
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I'm writing the third and final part of the roleplaying adventure "Grand's Tower", which is both for my first roleplaying book, as well as a roleplaying convention in november that I'm going to attend. It has been 2 and a half years since I started with this project, and I'm looking forward for its completion.

The last part is where the players are going to meet a being even more powerful than Grand himself(which can feel the presense of when the players are manipulating the forces of the gaming universe), and the showdown will be on an epic scale.

When I have finished writing and editing this work, I'd hope to release it in both pdf-format as well as a physical copy, so I'll soon be looking for artists for a few pictures for the finishing touches.

Since I'm writing it in swedish for the moment, I'll be working on translating it to english as soon as I've completed it, so even you outside of Sweden can use my roleplaying book "When Tigers Cry".


Apart from that shameless self-advertisement, I'll soon be resurrecting my youtubing hobby, now with improved equipment. For those interested, I will separate the different subjects into different channels.
  • One channel I will once again talk about metal music, and hopefully more coherrent than what I did on my old youtube channel.
  • Another channel that I'll definitely will do is going to be about manga, light novels and manga. Have been interested in doing it for a while now, but didn't want to speak about 2 or more different subects to 2 or more different audiences, and to have some sort of clean cut with what I discuss about in each and every channel, instead of making a chaotic theme in one and the same channel.
  • Roleplaying + Fantasy stories and poetry - This channel will be a combo of these two subjects, since else I would almost never upload stuff on either of them, and I know firsthand that you don't want an uploader to never upload stuff when you truly enjoy their stuff. I'll be discussing both other's and my own work(s) here.
  • I have thoughts of even more channels, maybe some kind of podcast and/or a gaming channel. We'll see in the future if I have the time and will to do such...


So, what have you all been doing lately?
  • Listening to: Anime osts
  • Watching: Plenty of the anime stuff that is releasing atm
  • Drinking: Milk

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D Lols of d Rings - The Meeting 2
Here's the second strip of this silly, badly drawn comic.
If you want to read the first one:
fav.me/dah9bgm

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Disclamer: This is only a silly non-profit, fanmade parody of the LotR-thingie. Characters, quotations and whatnot are not to be taken serious.
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Of frail divinity he collapsed
Untouched by mortal hands he was sent to beyond
As he cried oceans rised
Unstilled, the waves turned grey where he went

He now turned into a lesser extent
Alas, his godhood was only half
While the other was forever lost
Mere, his soul in subliminal despair
Sent overseas to a place unknown
A fate he hadn't foreseen

Oh, what had he done
To deserve this crippled mess of misfortune
Oh, what destiny he got
For ages to come to be sentenced to beyond

Through watery eyes he saw a tower so lone
In the midst of a fiery sea and under a thundering above
The tower was untouched by waves and lightnings
For it was a legendary building only told in songs and tales

Through the only window he came
Looking around as if searching for something
But the only thing he saw a simple bed
But the only thing was a chair facing the window

For days, his only companion was his loneliness
For days, he looked into the dark corners

But one day a subtle change in the colours
And the sunlight came through the window
Oh, how beautiful it was
Oh, how much he had wished for another pace in his soul
He slithered forward, barely able to walk
The chair came to his rescue as the sun yet again disappeared

But his eyes had seen a beautiful dream take form
A new wish he made to see the light again

To his savior he put his trust in again
And waited for the sun to shine again
For days he waited, looking out of the window
For days he waited, still in his place

And one day there was a change in the colours
Again the sunlight came through the window
Oh, how beautiful it was
Oh, and the pace in his soul was changed as he had wished for
He smiled as the sun lit his skin
It seemed to last forever before it hid behind the clouds

The days grew longer as he sat at the window
The grey became greater as he looked beyond the clouds
As he withered away his smile still in his face
As he came forgotten his dream was still fulfilled
His loneliness was only a myth
In the Tower of Solitude
Upon The Tower Of Solitude
Listened to the whole album "Beyond The Grave" by In Lacrimaes Et Dolor, and the song is meant to be sang in a doom metal-ish way. If you want to use this or any of my lyrics, please contact me about it first.

Edit(26/6 - 2017): The song is about a god that had been sentenced to be imprisoned in The Tower of Solitude for the rest of his life. For what? We don't know. Was he guilty? We don't know.
He lives in the tower so long everything becomes colorless and tasteless to him. He loses the meaning of existance.
But suddenly, for a single moment, the sun shines upon him. Through the clouds, through the window, upon him. That alone contrasts to his lifeless everyday, and he regain his reason to exist. The sun, as soon as it appears, fades back behind the clouds, and the world(to him) becomes gray again. He then waits for the light, the sun, to once more shine upon him, no matter how long it will take.
And when the sun once again shines upon him, he is content. His dream fulfilled, he slowly dies, forgotten by even those who imprisoned him.

What I interpret it as: This story is about the difference between loneliness and solitude, and how powerful a different perspective to a situation can be.

What's your take of it?
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I recently remembered there was a game where you could play as a ball which could switch between 3 different modes: Paper ball(easy to control and no problem during uphills), Wooden ball(the overall ball) and the Stone ball(slow, heavy ball which could get fast when going down). It had nice, soothing music, and you had to get through different obstacles to reach your goal.

I remember it being a demo on a pc gamer issue, think it was sometimes during 2003, but I might be wrong on the year, since it was a very long time ago.

It had something with "balance" or "balancing" in the title, but I can't seem to remember it fully. Any help is appreciated.
Destruction
Of
Thought

Tremors withholding devastation
Pulsating ongoing destruction
Parent of another demolition
Complex thought-process deterioration

I am
Conducting a product of madness
I am
Profoundly experiencing aversion
I will
Henceforth show my innermost chaos
I will
Continuously perpetrate terror

Behold annihilation
Death of tranquillity and composure
A war against everything and all
Absolute hate

Mindlessly
Instinctly
Hostility
Mercilessly

Hatred consuming everything
Prideful indifference turned outwards
And subconsciously wanting a paradox
Welcome to a world of invisible flames

Behold annihilation
Death of tranquillity and composure
A war against everything and all
Absolute hate
Prideful Indifference
A song about mindless hatred. Got inspired by 7 Horns 7 Eyes when writing this one.

If you're interested in this or any of my other lyrics, contact me first.
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I'm writing the third and final part of the roleplaying adventure "Grand's Tower", which is both for my first roleplaying book, as well as a roleplaying convention in november that I'm going to attend. It has been 2 and a half years since I started with this project, and I'm looking forward for its completion.

The last part is where the players are going to meet a being even more powerful than Grand himself(which can feel the presense of when the players are manipulating the forces of the gaming universe), and the showdown will be on an epic scale.

When I have finished writing and editing this work, I'd hope to release it in both pdf-format as well as a physical copy, so I'll soon be looking for artists for a few pictures for the finishing touches.

Since I'm writing it in swedish for the moment, I'll be working on translating it to english as soon as I've completed it, so even you outside of Sweden can use my roleplaying book "When Tigers Cry".


Apart from that shameless self-advertisement, I'll soon be resurrecting my youtubing hobby, now with improved equipment. For those interested, I will separate the different subjects into different channels.
  • One channel I will once again talk about metal music, and hopefully more coherrent than what I did on my old youtube channel.
  • Another channel that I'll definitely will do is going to be about manga, light novels and manga. Have been interested in doing it for a while now, but didn't want to speak about 2 or more different subects to 2 or more different audiences, and to have some sort of clean cut with what I discuss about in each and every channel, instead of making a chaotic theme in one and the same channel.
  • Roleplaying + Fantasy stories and poetry - This channel will be a combo of these two subjects, since else I would almost never upload stuff on either of them, and I know firsthand that you don't want an uploader to never upload stuff when you truly enjoy their stuff. I'll be discussing both other's and my own work(s) here.
  • I have thoughts of even more channels, maybe some kind of podcast and/or a gaming channel. We'll see in the future if I have the time and will to do such...


So, what have you all been doing lately?
  • Listening to: Anime osts
  • Watching: Plenty of the anime stuff that is releasing atm
  • Drinking: Milk

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Sweden
New bands/albums I am listening to this month:
> As I will never be able to get enough time to add the bands here also, I will bring up my blog here for those who're interested.
godofshadows.wordpress.com/
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G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks! ^^
And merry christmas/happy new year to you!
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No problem! :D
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Sideways By Twinpeaksglam-d9z488s by Bostongirl7519
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Forced Immaturity. My Autobiography.  Oh Well

Good luck in the future.

If you have the time, could you be so kind to
send me a Llama back.  I thank you in advance.

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HGWizard Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
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A while ago, you posted a thread (which is now closed) about kids complaining about being born in the wrong generation, and you asked if I could link you the comic I was thinking of doing.

Well, I finished it finally :P
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G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks, this was a nice surprise :)

Checked it out, and you got a fav ;)
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G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
omfg 
Thank you a billion times! I cannot believe what wonders that has happened since last time I was online O.O

:squee: 
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MarioLuigi96 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
Just in case you didn't see, there are many other great bundle offers too!

www.indiemerch.com/uniqueleade…
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petrova Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Hobbyist
Grattis i förskott! Ett av dina verk är med i KingdomOfSwedens födelsedagsfeature som du finner här: kingdomofsweden.deviantart.com… :party:
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MarioLuigi96 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014
Wow, it seems like ages since we spoke! Anyway, I found something interesting the other day and I wondered if you knew anything about it, because I can't find anywhere to listen to it.

Check it out: www.spirit-of-metal.com/album-…

Do you know anything about this?
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G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Indeed, and sorry for the late reply, haven't got access to internet for a VERY long time(it has been awful :( ).

Hm... have you asked the band about it? Haven't found much myself either, but the bandmembers are pretty chill, so maybe they put up an old song on youtube or something if you ask(maybe). I know at least that The Omen Of Lycaon(the old version) is available on youtube, and I think Oedipus Complex as well will exist somewhere in its old glory.
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MarioLuigi96 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Woah, did you buy the Scryers Of The Ibits bundle with the fancy statue and stuff?
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G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Jepp, of course I did. Supporting my fav band 100% and getting all their stuff ^^(still have a few shirts I haven't bought from them)
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