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And here's the fifth one. Shouldn't be a surprise to you by now. If you're curious of my earlier lists, here you have them:
100 Bands - 100 Songs
100 Bands - 100 Songs 2
100 Bands - 100 Songs 3
100 Bands - 100 Songs 4
You go to places and hear sometimes shitty music, and sometimes, if you're lucky, you might encounter something you enjoy. And this list is just that, songs I enjoy.

----- My favourite songs for the moment(any genre):
Arrant Saudade - Only The Dead
Lorelei - Forced Rapture

----- Deathcore(and its subgenres):
A Wake In Providence - Black Mass
Acrania - Festering With Dishonesty
Aegaeon - The Consumtion Of Everything
Anime Fire - On The Wings Of Hope
Ascariasis - Carving The World
Aversions Crown - Faith Collapsing
Beyond Deviation - White Noise
Courting Pandora - Skullfuck
Gift Giver - Scumbag
Impurity Of Mriya - Death Of The Recreant
Lorna Shore - Grimoire
Make Them Suffer - Requiem
Medusa's Mirror - Disexistance
Nexilva - Necromancer
Separatist - Monuments
Shake Well Before - Liars With Guns
Slice The Cake - As Written In Pnakotus
Suicide Silence - Control
Taking Your Last Chance - Would Be What I Have Become
The Healing - Transcendence
The Widow Machine - Human
Through Lucid Eyes - Earthbound
Through My Eyes - Cement Box
Thy Art Is Murder - Absolute Genocide
Within The Ruins - Gods Amongst Men

----- Black Metal(and its subgenres):
Advent Sorrow - Absolute Perpetual Death
Anagnorisis - Death Mimics Life
Apostisy - And Thus It Was And Forever Will Be
Book Of Sorrow - Infinite Nothing
Carach Angren - The Funerary Dirge Of A Violinist
Celtefog - The Waves Of Oblivion
Dark Mirror Ov Tragedy - Perish By Luminos Dullness
Eternal Nightfall - The Great Tribulation
Infestus - Devouring Darkness
Maleficentia - Collapsed By Memories
Mysterion - Emptiness
Schammasch - Split My Tongue
Taranis - Origin

----- Metalcore/Post- Hardcore:
Affiance - The Campaign
AssiomA - My Conception
Avarice's Fall - Gallows
Before Their Eyes - City In A Snow Globe
Burden Of A Day - Sly Foxes
Erra - Andromeda
Killswitch Engage - Holy Diver
Miss May I - Relentless Chaos
Motionless In White - Cobwebs

----- Power Metal/Folk Metal:
Blind Guardian - Turn The Page
Excalion - Ivory Tower
Falconer - Vårvindar Friska
Secret Sphere - Legend
Theocracy - The Writing In The Sand
Winterborn - Last Train To Hell

----- Doom Metal(and its subgenres):
Abysmal Growls Of Despair - Calm Despair Hollow Life
Draconian - She Dies
In Lacrimaes Et Dolor - On Death's Row
Nox Aurea - To The Grave I Belong
The Cold View - Sky Of Sorrow
Until My Funerals Began - Luctus

----- Death Metal(and its subgenres):
Beyond Creation - Earthborn Evolution
Blasphtized - Micturating In The Manager
Conducting From The Grave - Path Of A Traitor
Divine Disorder - The Puppeteer
Eternal Tears Of Sorrow - Angelheart, Ravenheart
Meadows End - Trench Of Souls
Ophidian I - Solvet Saeclum
Sonic Syndicate - All About Us
Soreption - A Wolf Among Men
Tacit Fury - Lacerated, Strangled, Impaled
Under The Scythe - Trapped By Hatred
Wooden Stake - A Feast Of Virgin Souls
Wretched - Morsel
Fallujah - Saphire

----- Other Metal/Non-Metal:
AFI - Silver And Cold
Deathstars - Synthetic Generation
End Of Skyline - Protection
Evanescence - Haunted
Garnidelia - Ambiguous
Gothminister - Dark Salvation
Lamb Of God - Laid To Rest
Midnight Syndicate - Darkness Descends
Nox Arcana - Final Peace
One Piece OST - Doflamingo's Theme
Paramore - When It Rains
Raubtier - En Starkare Art
Sirenia - The Lucid Door
Temperance - Save Me
The Birthday Massacre - Secret
To Aru Majutsu no Index 2 OST - First opening
Vitalism - Clairvoyance

-----Multiple genres/Dunno what genres:
Blood Stain Child - Forever Free
Disfiguring The Goddess - Dollmaker
Into Infernus - KVLT
Monotheist - Subzero
Ne Obliviscaris - Xenoflux
Nemertines - Mardröm
Ovid's Withering - Exile
Vulvodynia - Unveiling The Abomination

So there you have your 100 bands, each with their own song. And already now I can promise you that I will continue to number 10 with these lists. Let's hope both of us are there when it happens.

Until then, stay brutal \m/
  • Listening to: Lorelei, Abysmal Growls Of Despair, MTS, TAIM
  • Watching: Nazo no Kanojo X
  • Drinking: Milk

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Is there such a thing as "reverse parody"?

What I mean here is making a comedic and/or light-hearted original story dark, grim and/or serious. Or is just called fanfiction?
As I see it, parodies are a form of fanfiction, and if you think I'm wrong, please inform me why.
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Denied the eternity I craved for
Walking through endless eons
Completing my infinite dream
Why can't my wish come true

My ideas so grand, stretching beyond mortal comprehension
Surrealistic beauty, fetching abstract multidimensions

But with the life I have
I will fulfill nothing of that
Fulfilling nothing at all
Then I have no purpose

My life so short
I am nothing with incomplete dreams
Reality becomes so dull
When my existance is made undone

This is what the world have done
In fear of exceeding its borders
This is what the world will still be
When change is made an enemy

But when distances is getting longer, we stand there alone
As we fail to realise, we will become forever forgotten

My life so short
I am nothing with incomplete dreams
Reality becomes so dull
When my existance is made undone
Slaughtered By Hope
Was listening to Veil Of Maya's "Subject Zero" when writing this, and I was thinking a bit about that lovecraftian language in the beginning(though the words are totally made up).

If you want to use this or any of my other lyrics, please contact me first.
You moronic fuck who cannot make a post without forgetting something or not explaining things so it becomes understanding and coherent. Think before you post!

Yes, I'm talking to/about myself. Sometimes I feel so incredible stupid when I post.

You can artwhore, tell if you also make clumsy posts or ignore this, it might get interesting.

Anti-complaint: This is my first thread in the complaints forum, which is... good?
Ok, I don't know if this is in the right forum, just move this to the right place then if this doesn't belong here.

Anyway, I am a little bit confused of how people view these things, these "labels". So, how do you differentiate between these:
Fuck buddy/Fuck friend
Friends with benefits

Personally I see it like this(and I'm might get hate for it) - the simple, short version of it:
Friends are those you hang out with and have fun with.
Friends with benefits is like above, but you have the occasional sex. You normally sleep in different beds.
Fuck buddies is those who you only fuck with.
Your partner is the one you both have fun with as well as some porking, and you usually share the bed with each other.

The thing that makes me a bit confused(or maybe not, probably just with other people), is when people call it a relationship, but there's no intimacy between the two. Shouldn't it then just be called that they're really good friends? If you can't have sex(and I don't mean just penetration here), why still call it a relationship? And by then, if you aren't sexually attracted by each other, then one shouldn't be against that the other part is relieving their sexual frustration at either porn or with someone else, because you deny that person what he/she craves for.

I prefer to have the lines clear and visible when it comes to relations and love, so no half-assed mish-mashity can occur and people blame everyone and anyone for anything and shit. If you don't find me attractive enough for sex, then we will only be either friends or nobodies. Might be harsh or bigotly behaved, but there's over 7 billion people on the earth, you don't have to be friends with everyone.

If your view of the different relations(partner, fuck buddy, fwb and friend), please inform me how your perspective of it differs from mine, as well as why(in your opinion) I might be wrong with something. Please behave, fellow onliner(lol).

tl;dr - What's the difference between a partner, a fuck buddy, a friend with benefits and a friends? And why still be in the relationship/be angry at your partner for him/her doing porn/someone else, when you two don't do the fucking?

EDIT: When I'm talking about sex, I mean consent of course. And I also refering to non-penetrational acts as well, even though I failed to mention it properly. And there's more to relationships than friendship and sex, obviously, though I also forgot to mention that as well. It is called romantic attraction/feelings.
I did completely forgot about asexuals when I first wrote this, I'm sorry for it. I should know it, since I myself have periods of temporal asexuality(or as close to it you could get without having it, or it might just be that I am obnoxiously picky? I dunno). I hope this clear up some stuff.


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New bands/albums I am listening to this month:
> As I will never be able to get enough time to add the bands here also, I will bring up my blog here for those who're interested.

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G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you a billion times! I cannot believe what wonders that has happened since last time I was online O.O

MarioLuigi96 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
Just in case you didn't see, there are many other great bundle offers too!…
petrova Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Hobbyist
Grattis i förskott! Ett av dina verk är med i KingdomOfSwedens födelsedagsfeature som du finner här:… :party:
MarioLuigi96 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014
Wow, it seems like ages since we spoke! Anyway, I found something interesting the other day and I wondered if you knew anything about it, because I can't find anywhere to listen to it.

Check it out:…

Do you know anything about this?
G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Indeed, and sorry for the late reply, haven't got access to internet for a VERY long time(it has been awful :( ).

Hm... have you asked the band about it? Haven't found much myself either, but the bandmembers are pretty chill, so maybe they put up an old song on youtube or something if you ask(maybe). I know at least that The Omen Of Lycaon(the old version) is available on youtube, and I think Oedipus Complex as well will exist somewhere in its old glory.
MarioLuigi96 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014
Woah, did you buy the Scryers Of The Ibits bundle with the fancy statue and stuff?
G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Jepp, of course I did. Supporting my fav band 100% and getting all their stuff ^^(still have a few shirts I haven't bought from them)
5minalone Featured By Owner May 10, 2014   Traditional Artist
cool work
G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner May 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks :)
TheArtributor Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Fav on Man's Torment!
G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome, I enjoyed reading it :)
duncanli Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Student Digital Artist
thankyou so much for your watch! 
G0D0FSHAD0WS Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome! I enjoy your art and am interested in what you will create henceforward :)
blue-moon402 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
you have good taste in music, and post on the forums a fair bit-- do you know of any good female fronted metal bands? Going more towards harsh vocals, than 'gothic-metal' type..
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